I feel poisoned today. It’s been a while since I posted because I’ve been addicted to making new beats. The album PUSHIT is almost complete, I have one special song left with a surprise guest. I can’t wait for you to hear what’s been playing in my head when I shower! Also I’ve been working on the manga diligently and found a team to help make the artwork come alive and thrilling. We will enter the Webtoons contest and our deadline is coming up fast at the end of June!
People are starting to return to the office on Monday. I started my training last week to prepare for the COVID rules. It is very scary because I already feel like I caught the virus again on top of all the other virus I am trying to heal from since three weeks ago. People are coughing and sneezing all around me and some don’t always wear their mask. Today I am suffering because I couldn’t control myself for the past couple days and ended up eating potato and carrot soup and large sweet oranges. (Oh yea and durian and mango.) I figured if I was sick, I might as well enjoy my favorite fruits before I can’t anymore— also I just completely lost control because the aroma was so tempting. Anyway, I will go back to my bland diet today and try to sleep more. I’ll go pick up some melatonin gummy since I can’t seem to fall asleep at all. It’s been over ten days since I got electrocuted by the blender and I think it caused this annoying ongoing twitch under my right eye and tightness in my brain! I really don’t feel safe going to any hospital due to the spike of the virus.
Nightmare:
Every-time Dumpling text me, I get a nightmare of him. I was looking at him through his cell and he was laying on a girl’s leg. We were not using FaceTime and I was able to tap into his camera somehow and secretly talk to him. Then, she asked him who I was because she Suddenly saw me through the screen. I wasn’t surprised to catch him, just disappointed and started to leave the gymnasium. As I was driving, he was also in the car with me and we saw sculls in someone’s yard. I was creeped out, and asked him why he was leading me to scary haunted looking homes. He said, “Don’t worry about it.” Then we were going into a basement but I think I woke up because I was so afraid and upset about the scene of him with the other girl and grossed out by the sculls. Everything happened in a matter of seconds.
Dream 2:
Strangely, I was shopping at Walmart with BanhBao and he told me to get in line for him, but I didn’t want to. I just remember feeling so used and irritated. We kept trying to trick each other to get in line, but I didn’t even have anything to buy. Anyway I hope I don’t run into him in real life at the store!
I was feeling kinda funky last night, and this was the result, I hope you LIKE IT as much as I do:
Quarantine 2019 