I really feel like I caught COVID! The other night, my heart was racing and I could hardly breathe no matter how hard I tried. I just felt so smothered and weak. I’m surprised I still made it today. I was able to visit Sushi one last time and enjoy some delicious wings, waffle fries and fried pickles with Orange Fanta. We did intensity and caught up on our future goals. It was nice since I haven’t socialized in ages and I strangely feel at peace.
I finally finished the manga today, but not sure if I will have a chance to upload it! I’m trying my best to stay awake right now. You won’t believe the nightmares I’ve been having. I hate to be the bearer of bad news but it seems like the major date to look out for is December 2020 or 2021, I FORGOT!
Nightmare: From what I could remember, there was this white scary monster that came through my window and it was about to attack me. Before I woke up, I saw a Calendar and I heard someone say it is December and the world around me was empty and full of death. It’s a difficult scene to describe because it all felt so fast. I don’t want to say more about it because I don’t want to think about it anymore.
Last NIGHT: I strangely had a dream about BanhBao. He was in the living room madly in love with his sister and drooling over her baby picture, it was so weird. Then I was in a kitchen with my sister who was spreading rumors about me to my cousin. She was so upset about what happened to me that she ran up stairs saying “oh, poor baby!” something like that, it was strange because I haven’t seen her in decades and she was empathizing with me. I don’t know why I’m still dreaming about these people!
Dumpling texted me again today. I swear I was gonna write a post about how I think Dumpling is disgusting but I never got to it. Then I ate some real dumplings yesterday. So maybe I am hypocritical sometimes, but life just really depends on my mood. Today, I have a huge headache, I went to the kitchen on the 1st floor to check out the vending machine and then I started coughing. I can feel my temperature rising and falling. Not sure how I’m gonna drive, but I’ll do my best to go to bed. I’m very delirious right now, so if this post didn’t make sense –I’m sorry. If I can, I will post the manga tomorrow and submit it in the contest!
Quarantine 2019 