10252021 17:48:00 end?

Hi bots! I cannot vlog today because its exhausting for me to talk. My left hand turned purple a few times throughout the day. Now my left leg is starting to hurt. I still have shortness of breath and can feel the end is very close for me. My doctor is ignoring me because she

8/9/21 13:09:00

It’s been a very long time… you’re probably wondering what in the world happened. For starters, I had to prepare myself for one of the best nights of my life. I practiced every day for a week to change my biological clock to Tokyo time so that I was able to stay awake for the

06022021 15:24:00

I feel really strange today. I tried ZZZQUIL last night. It worked, but I woke up at 4! I was wide awake before the birds started singing. I love their song and I was so energized, but then when it was 7, I was ready to go back to bed. Now I’m like a sloth

05282021 11:11:00

Taka…this song is too sad. =[ BUT sometimes it’s necessary to express these types of feelings. This song came right on time for what happened to me this week. I tried so hard this YEAR to accidentally relapse the other day. I was not thinking clearly and the only thing I had in my mind

05242021 14:44:00

If I am dreaming about Bart Simpson, then something is off. I cannot pinpoint or predict what will happen. It is another warning about a possible fire. I think it is either Wok or Bart Simpson, or it could have been both just switching bodies on me. I found “Bart” standing in front of a

05032021 10:18:00

I feel like my body is made of slime today. I can hardly sit up straight because of this strange weakness and brain fog. I can’t imagine how I’d be if I got vaccinated. I went to bed around 7PM last night and woke up at 4AM because my bladder was full! It was so

04232021 11:06:00 Taka!

These guys are amazing. I cannot believe I’ve been sleeping on them. I thought Ed Sheeran has the magic touch, but Taka has always had it in him the entire time, I just wasn’t paying attention. I was going to name my next fish after him, but after Kenji passed away, I probably won’t get

04212021 15:08:00

I tend to overeat things that I love. I might have accidentally had too much hot cocoa today because I wasn’t paying attention and I just kept drinking to keep myself awake. I went to bed at 7:30PM but did not fall asleep until several hours later. So I am still sleep deprived for no

03132021 22:34:00 IDKH

I can’t stop listening to Dallon sing. It’s like a medicine I didn’t know I needed. I can’t sleep tonight and he takes me into a scary world that I don’t want to fall into. I try so hard to only listen to happy music but he draws me back into a space that forces

3/3/21 14:06:00 Demons

I had the scariest nightmare of a demon who took over Sushi. I think I was in a poor sleeping position on my left side. Sushi was holding me right below my knees and I felt so dizzy and nauseous. I was begging for him to put me down. He lost balance and dropped me.